I had a ski incident were I cut myself around the knee. My friend went away to seek help and I was left alone. It was very peaceful to be laying down in the snow. I had no pain but the knee was slowly bleeding, red marks on the white snow, wind blowing around. Alone and peaceful. The wound was not life threatening. This will remain engraved in my memory.
You and I have had very different experiences with ski injuries. I fucked up my lower back after a bad fall, and I spent the entire ~15 minutes it took for ski patrol to arrive using my full vocabulary of profanity to express just how unhappy I was. Pro tip: Do not break 6 vertebrae. Even if the docs clear you to walk that same afternoon and confirm there’s no lasting damage, your spine will remind you every day that you’re bad at skiiing for the next 5 years (and counting).
@Dede_ ski safer next time..upper body always aiming down the hill. Don't be stupid. I get sick of rescuing clowns. Learn or go home. Stay there. #SkiPatrol
This. To lay there in the cold with a soft cushion of snow underneath me, red slowly staining the blinding white. It is softly snowing. My eyelashes, my hair, my body is slowly getting covered by it. There is no pain, just numbness. I stare up at the sky, watching the snowflakes fall, mesmerized. I think of everything that could have been and now never will. There is a deep sadness that makes my chest ache. I’ll never see my family again. Or my friends. Or those I care about. I won’t ever hear the sounds of my dog barking happily as I come home from a long day at work. I will never hear my mother’s voice or her laughter as we gather around as a family. I’ll never go home again. But there is also relief. Relief that it is finally over. I just have to bear it just a bit longer and close my eyes, to let either the cold or the blood loss take me. It is quiet. The snow drowns out everything around me. I feel at peace despite the tears slipping from eyes and freezing to my skin before they reach my hair. I can no longer feel my toes or fingers, and it takes just a bit more effort to breathe but despite it all, I keep my eyes on the sky. The snow covers me in her gentle embrace, and I sink into it.
In reality: there is pain along with tremendous mental anguish and you'd be begging for a higher power to give you relief. It's so cute seeing kids who lay around in their jammies scrolling on the internet soaking in dopamine hit after dopamine hit thinking that the real world is like the animes they watch. Spoiler alert: it's not. If you so much as stubbed your toe on the way to the bathroom you'd curse the heavens. If you were bleeding out in the snow you'd feel so much worse than you can even imagine. It's the real world not a movie. Sorry kids.
I'd love to drop everything I have to do one day and just, walk around my city at night during a snowstorm. No care in the world, no intent to return to that miserable life, just listening to the snow falling from the sky. The amount of peace I'd be at I feel would heal all the bs I've had to endure for years now. But alas, I am trapped. Edit: To those in the comments saying, "you aren't trapped." Or whatever, you're right. Literally speaking, I am not. However, everything requires money and that is a luxury I do not have right now. On the plus side of things, I did take some of your advice and am stacking away money each check to move to Alaska next year, wish me luck. I'm not backing down.
I know the feeling. College doesn’t seem worth it, and being so anxious about finding a career to work in for 40 years at least just to have something to define my life seems pointless. I don’t have a chance getting a wife or family since I’m a total sperg and a house is unattainable for most in my generation. I really just want to leave everything and travel, just drive around and see things. I luckily can do night walks or night drives time to time but my parents don’t enjoy me doing that.
Highly recommend. I've done this but on a bicycle late at night in the snow, much like this video. I feel like the city is mine. I can ride anywhere I want and it feels like true freedom. Seeing my tracks left behind in the fresh snow really emphasizes the aloneness and that there's no one out there to judge me, which is part of the freeing experience. I come to a stop once in a while and the solitude lets me focus on the peacefulness without distraction. I can live in the moment and observe the falling snow, the warm glow of the snow and clouds, the geese sleeping on the frozen lake, and just how beautiful the city really is when everything quiets down at night. Then, after a deep appreciation for what I observe around me, I ride off to where ever my bike takes me next. Everything looks different as the blanket of snow dampens the complexities of every surface, it's like exploring a whole new city all by myself. I do the same thing on my motorcycle in the summer, just have to keep it mostly legal. But the motorcycle can take me to the outskirts of the city where I can watch the stars with less light pollution and observe the shimmering lights of the city at a distance. Lots of neat things to see and explore at night! Doing these things is one of the most blissful experiences I can achieve, and when I get home all I can say is "Wow" then go to bed for a peaceful sleep.
@dumbcook42Oh Stars above no. We're designed horribly. By all means we are one probably the weakest animal species in terms of biology. I mean look at the Achilles heel, the fact that even just the act of sneezing can be life threatening, the fact that being shot in the leg, despite being no where near vital organs can be fatal, the fact that our bodies are one of the only animals completely lacking fur except for our hair (The few other animals with this aspect all being very vulnerable to climates). I could name some more but then we'd be here longer.
I’m a teenage girl but this. This is exactly how I feel. I want to sneak out of my house on a snowy cold winter night and wonder off into an empty park in a snowstorm. As I arrive to a liminal empty area surrounded by snow filled benches, dim and broken street lanterns, and lifeless trees, my wish is to collapse into the white abyss slowly rolling onto my back. The snow falling lightly tickling my face as I realize my wound bleeding out into the snow. The red contrasts into the snow and my hands and I continue to look up realizing I’m truly numb. I tell myself I’m not depressed, not suicidal, just honestly tired. The wound continues to fill a red puddle into the snow creating a mist but I can’t feel it. I’m too numb to even care. I think back to everyone that I love. My parents, my cats, my friends and as a tear rolls down my cheek, I smile to the sadness and fly off to a peaceful world.
Not a teenager anymore. But been there and I can tell you one thing, life always get better. You described that event with so much details, now try to do the same thing about a memory you would like to create yourself or with someone. It doesn't have to be any crazy memory, it could be going for a walk to a nature, finding nice looking place where you feel good, grabing some sticks and making a small campfire. Take a moment to appreciate nature, crickling of a fire and on top off that sing, even quietly your favourite song. Remember, life always get better, just have to look for opportunities to make it better or appreciate it more. Have a nice day and keep strong.
Also, if you're not careful, eventually you'll get jealous of other people's success, and when it's all you think of, you won't feel like trying because everything you do and experience is warped or ignored to fit that narrative of helplessness, and the cycle repeats.
Fellow Sister I get the same way very often, sometimes the snow can make you feel that way. I tend to lay in the snow and just... Cry. I think of all the times when life was nothing but joy. Now I don't know if that's something I can withhold but I'll be killed before I won't try, life isn't a straight path but something that zigzags all over the place but I know, someday we'll reach our destination. May we reach it together. Love- Fellow Sister in The Silence of The Snow
I've been following nobody for a couple years now, and in the strangest way, though I know nothing about them as a person (except that they're a really good painter), I am so thankful they exist and make such incredible playlists. They are one of the few channels that is always consistent and cohesive; you can tell they have a very specific feeling they want us to feel, and so often the beauty is in the subtlety of the art and music. I'm an english major and write all the time, and without fail everytime I end up listening to one of these videos and creating something beautiful. Thank you nobody, honestly you've created such a well-meaning, genuine community through your videos, I always love reading the comments and the poems people come up with. You're lovely ♥
Yes the urge to slowly bleed out on unblemished snow is strong. Seeing your own blood as you lie there slowly get bigger and bigger in the cold of the snow, not having to worry about anything anymore, no more deadlines, no more work, no more school, no more anything, just lying there and being enveloped by what seems so serene. The reality is that the serene doesn't last as long as you think it will and by that point you will realize it's too late to go back, so then as you breathe your last you wish that you bore life a little longer... Thanks for a great playlist nobody
got buried under the snow last week, went pretty deep but luckily i could breath, i stayed two hours under there before getting rescued, these two hours felt like a dream and this playlist is exactly how i felt back then.
This is going to be weird to say, but I’ve grown alongside your playlists in the last few years. I was in a very dark place back in 2020-2023, but I’ve since broke out of it and gotten back to a semi-normal life. I’m still behind though, feels like time was just frozen for those years and I’m trying to figure out my place in the world again. But your playlists make me think back on those days, and how lucky I am to have come out as a better person. Thank you, nobody.
I feel like there needs to be a word for the act of taking a single intensely emotional moment from a movie or book and stretching it out to just savor it.
I used to live in an old forest surrounded by farm lands out in the sticks of northern Illinois, and this would, in fact, be heavenly, especially if it was below freezing. Whenever I was a little kid, I would lay on the ice in my parent's driveway when it was below freezing, and I tell you what: when the wind is still, there's nothing like that silence. It's so peaceful, nothing like I've ever experienced before. I always love it when it's below freezing.
reminds me of sitting on the porch at 3 - 4 am watching it snow. It was one of the most beautiful and surreal nights of my insomnia plagued childhood. 😂 ❤
when the word "the masculine urge to slowly bleed out in the snow" pops up on my homepage i genuinely backflips to alaska in under 5 second because that is unbelieveably accurate
This truly hits different. I’m a social outcast; never fitting in anywhere. I’m always alone, with no hopes of finding a real friend, and I’ll definitely never find love either. My “friends” don’t even care, they just say hi and maybe do some small talk, but then throw me away when they see the friends they actually do care about. It hurts, but I’m slowly learning to accept the pain. Maybe I am just a weirdo. Maybe I am meant to be like this. Hopefully… in the next life, things will be different…
I will also be your friend brother! I was a social outcast for most of my life and experienced what a lifetime worth of suffering in a decade and a half, but I never gave up hope even when I lost everyone. Now I have friends that care about me and a girlfriend (soon to be wife)who was an outcast until we met each other. It will happen for you brother I don’t know you but you are loved I promise you that. Remember to love yourself and the rest will come with that determination. I love you and will be your friend in brotherhood stay safe and most importantly… live well🤟
@@rickyclark7013 Thank you so much for sharing your story and for cheering me up. I’m grateful for your kindness🙏. I do hope things will be better in the future.
Whenever I feel super depressed and at the end of my rope, for some reason I always come back to Max Payne on the PS2. This perfectly captures the feeling of playing through it on a mattress in your dark, sad room
When i was 17 my gf at the time had a quarrel at the time, i wanted to see her badly to resolve this quitely. It feels very distant through a phone. It was very late, public transport to the small city down the valley didn't run anymore. I was resolved to walk the 15km through the woods down the valley. There was roughly 15 cm of snow. Once i reached the boundaries of the woods while texting. I realized i wasn't prepared and i wasn't as brave as i thought I'd be. I did not have a flashlight with me nor did i know the exact paths. Anxiety was creeping into me as i looked into the seemingly endless darkness looming down the trees. I gave up. I got very emotional started crying, layed down in the cold snow. Strangely enough after a while it was very calming to just lay there, cold. While it isn't anything amazing but just a stupid story now, it taught me well. I'm not scared of the dark anymore and I'm more prepared. This also reminds me of one time i collapsed and felt my body become colder, losing the sense of the control we usually feel. It was kinda scary but it felt also very chill. It feels more like a distant dream now. But I'm certain dying feels somewhat similar, probably. The title of the video also reminds of this brutal scene in a manga I've read freesia (i kinda liked it despite it sucking, interesting artstyle). I guess it's not uncommon to see depictions of death in the snow in media. It's definitely looks way more dramatic than the nature of the cold, doesn't it ? Cheers
What I wouldn't give to be on the ground, bleeding from the center of my head as I looked up at the sky, snow falling and laying out on and around me. Perfect and unbroken, smooth as the sun setting in the west, the only evidence of anything for concern being a light crimson spreading through the snow like a childhood memory of sweet red syrup giving taste to a flavorless mush of ice. To know that the last moments of my life are not wasted alone inside, cut off from the world, but kindly preserved in winter's cold yet warm embrace, able to bare witness to and truly connect with the serenity of the quiet icy cold so many are blind to..... Or something like that. I danno I just like the cold.
i've had this background image saved in my camera roll for awhile now - forgot all about it & was shocked to find it here, so i clicked on this video thinking it was a sign & immediately fell to my knees as my body surged with the loneliness that i've been holding on to for quite some time now. 5 minutes in and i'm slowly realizing that what i'm feeling may not be normal...... (there is no snow to bleed out in but the bathroom floor will do just fine)
You alive there? I really hope you are... Not because I want you to keep suffering. But because I want you to feel at peace and enjoy the life. I want you to compensate for all your struggles and suffering. That may be a platonic love for humans... An egoistic wish... But I still care. I wish I could care for everyone personally. If I were a god I'd never let people suffer so much
@@Y-LAT thanks man. seriously, it means a lot, even though i'm too much of a coward to do anything haha. i've just been feeling exeptionally lonely and drained as of late, and it's not helping that whenever i try to do something about it, i just get stuck. but really, thank you for your concern. i wish you the best as well
@starsailor_ I hope you're holding up and that you'll get to have joyful moments. Right there with you, got overwhelmed by fear of loneliness / a wave of hopelessness just recently when I keep that "buried" most of the time. I'm saying this bc personally, in such moments, I tend to feel like everyone else is living a carefree life which makes the feeling worse. So remember, you're not alone. I think you're doing a great job, even though I don't know you.
I mean not a guy here but when I had really bad days I'd go out into fields behind the village and just lay down in the snow for a while... Makes you forget all your troubles for a while
"Before long, the chill of the snow slowly changed warm and soft, just like a flower bed on a spring day. 'Oh, my body temperature is falling.' Curiously, yet calmly, that's what came to my mind as I lost my grip on consciousness."
as the blood mixes with the snow its color red and vibrant with the pale white backdrop makes it you feel some way its hard to describe maybe its just so vibrant that it overloads the senses but it makes us fell as though there is color in the world and you too if you see and endure through such painstaking journeys, surely there will be some color you will find in the world, that you think is dull and grey.
One time, I was at my uncle and aunts cabin with my nephew and we were playing on the roof of the cabin (don’t ask) and I slipped and fell onto a sheet of metal which had completely sliced the side of my abdomen. My uncle and aunt were at the store so my nephew had to call them. I was there on the ground for about 20 minutes but I’ve never felt more at peace than laying in the snow, bleeding. Of course, it was painful but also relaxing.
"I leant upon a coppice gate when Frost was specter-grey, and winter's dregs made desolate the weakening eye of day. The tangled bine-stems scored the sky like strings of broken lyres, and all mankind that haunted nigh had sought their household fires." - The Darkling Thrush, Thomas Hardy
This is a masculine urge? I thought almost everyone felt this way. In comforting solace as the end finally approaches, long awaited, and you feel peace at last.
@@firstnamelastname7990 typically male, although not exclusively. The idea of bleeding out in the snow implies some form of struggle was there and now there is a long awaited peace approaching after you've been grievously injured, ideally from protecting the ones you care about.
I absolutely love lying in the snow. It used to be to escape the inside of my parents house. I remember lying out there for hours comforted by the soft snow that fell around me and tucked me into its cold yet comforting blanket. I always felt at peace because no one was there to judge me, no way to get in trouble, and I could simply be and know i was safe. Im now going to be 27 and i still from time to time go out and curl up in the snow. Not to escape anymore or because i dont feel safe (thanks to a wonderful wife and awesome roomates) but now just for confort. I now do it for the sole purpose of relaxing and loving the cold.
This title reminds me of a poem I wrote last week, so I’ll post it here cus why not a solemn melody lingers throughout a bitter breeze the valley is open, it is free. the hills so far tucked away in fog a faint twinkle of distant cars within my mind plays echos of a song harsh cold winds a dead tree stands tall the world is an open lens the snow quietly falls land surrounds you everywhere the world is not fair resting within dim lit snow it’s hard to let go mistakes and lies the people are flies and mice so pestering, so disturbing i sit away, lonely wanting connection, but the mice betray me so I sit alone only with my phone within this snow sinking low, so low tears melt the crystals below cold wind bites my skin as my mind decays within not like flies or mice but I am of my own device cannot fit within the noisy crowd the squeaking and buzzing so loud my blood reveals skin with a broken seal just wanting to feel something real the snow falling so slow starting to bury me whole frost bites but away from the noisy flies and pestering mice dark red hues sink into the pure white slowly draining, losing light the melody still playing within my mind on this dark cold night i close my eyes tight hoping for the pain to numb the flies think I’m stupid, I’m dumb if only they knew the pain of one who has no sun but only sinks into the dark red snow nowhere to go the mice cannot help they try, but do not understand the flies are no help they won’t try to understand i am left on my own, not a mouse or flies so I close my eyes and hope for a better day the solemn melody slowly fades, but not the bitter breeze this valley is such a wonderful place to be.
The image of that sanguine stain spreading slowly but inexorably out on the pure white ice cold as you look up into the night sky and see, and you finally really see all the glory.
"why did we click this thing" "Because we were lonely and we knew others would click that thing." For all of you that are lonely, I am praying for you. I am lonely too. Back to back we will make it through. That is my prayer. Yaweh please help us.
@@GB2G Lonliness is being in a crowded room and feeling alone. I know God is there, I wish He would bring someone into my life. For those who are also struggling, then for you too I pray that.
I cannot say how I feel about something or try to explain feelings I have for someone because at the end of it always makes me more lonely. Wish anyone who can relate to this in anyway they dont have to go through it as badly.
We already are in our own way. But so far every time, the bleeding stops and the sun rises, and I am thankful for it in hindsight because I often wonder if it was worth bleeding out for. I think we all have this urge but it must be for the right thing, something worth bleeding out for. A hard fought battle worth fighting. You have to pay attention to yourself, your thoughts and feelings, and the pay attention to the world, where does it all point to, because personally I believe in my heart that it all points to something, we all feel it in our hearts but we call it different things and it seems so elusive and many of us have given up. However, I believe there is an answer to this riddle we are all seeking the answer for. Some people will not agree with that, choosing to believe that its all subjective, but I do not believe that.
The pain never fades, instead it turns blunt, not as excruciating as it was before. Sometimes you may even forget about it for a moment. But the scars will stay no matter what. I loved her. I tried to give her everything I could. I moved 3000km just for her. I skipped some of my work days to spend time with her so she wouldn't feel lonely. I showed her the world can be an enjoyable place. I made her forget about the suicide. As her confidence has grew enough she finally decided to cheat on me and break up without listening even a word from me. I tried to be as close to perfection as I could. Not a perfect toy, but a perfect man. It never was enough... I... was never enough
You are enough and pls make sure to take care of yourself your family still love you and you can talk to them if things get a little to much to handle its ok to take a break, its ok to be sad and cry its ok to be sad but you need to think about how your depreciating yourself from what i have read you were a great guy to he and you most probably still are good guy . Don't get that get in your way life might kick you down but you have to be the one to get back up and might treat you like an arrow and pull you back but it will propel you forward soon don't give up hope . Stay strong.
Never! EVER! Say that you are not enough in situations like that. I've never had a relationship, but I feel your pain. It's always something outside of our control. I think if I were you, I would feel much worse. I am probably weaker than you. Anyway, you need to keep going, man.
Pretty sure the title is from a tumblr repost of a tweet with the image in the video, and the initial tweet said something along the lines of "silence hits there really different". Science side of tumblr proceeded to explain that it *is* different because of how the snow reflects sound, while the rest agreed that bleeding out there would be *really* nice.
I remember when I was doing an internship and wasn't really taking care of myself, so I skipped breakfast as usual, ran to the bus stop, and when the bus came, I collapsed and fell onto the snow due to malnutrition. It wasn't cold or anything, but I was very much exhausted. Maybe some five minutes later, I managed to get back up and walked home, then sent a message that I was unable to come to work that day.
I think we should all at least settle for just lying in the snow at first, the quiet of the snow drifts are something so comforting. I’ve only been snowboarding twice and snowboarding at night all alone is really something I hope everyone gets to experience. It’s so quiet and when you fall into the snow it’s as if you’ve fallen into the coldest most restful blanket of silence.
"It was the coldest I had ever been, yet it was like slipping into a warm bath. Embraced by what may very well have been the water I was once composed of at one time. As my life's blood stained the world's purest canvas, my life burned a hole into it behind my eyes. I was no longer frightened, I was no longer worried. I finally knew what it meant to just...BE."
Once I realised I will have to walk alone, i prepared. Friendships distanced themselves away from me, I moved far. Here I am today, feeling at peace with the world, when I am alone.
We want to bleed out in the snow because the blood is red and the snow is white, so other people can finally notice it. They can see our pain, as the music of the comfort from a higher place reaches our souls. They've noticed our pain and realize that it's already too late. And because the snow is cold, and our blood is hot with the pressure of pent-up energy that has gone to waste so far. The cold of the snow is comfortable against our steaming blood, bringing a confirmation that our wasted energy at least creates ambient little trails of smoke that rise in the direction of the music.
"Every bird, gone unheard Starving where the ground has froze The winter sunrise, red on white Like blood upon the snow Like blood upon the snow" Hozier, Blood Upon the Snow, one of the God of War games
I think we should also have " The primordial urge to sink into the cold ocean as the salt draws out blood and drowns us" Because fun fact drowning in freshwater and saltwater is very different. Freshwater dilutes your blood with depriving you of oxygen and Saltwater makes it so you drown in your own fluids aka blood. Hope this brightened up your day. Love your videos.
@@slaanesh9996 I both knew this, and was curious about it.. but actually seeing it written out settled something in me. I don’t know what, really, but I feel satisfied for the first time in ages.
"snow?...it's been so long to see the innocence again. when things were so...peaceful. building snow man, making snow angels, sledging including snow ball fight. so cold you would have that warm chocolate drink it never goes away that feeling." (Each snow drop starts slowing down, reaching into the pocket of his jacket to retrieve a photo of his friends and family of long ago) "I've hurt so many people back then... wanted to take that all back....if only to go back and tell them how sorry I was....how... sorry.....to take...it all.....back.
once, a long time ago, i was bleeding out from a small wound on my head, till this day i dont know how serious it was, but my body was completely covered in blood. people kept trying to keep me awake, and i kept dozing off, saying i was just resting my eyes The wound hurt, but not so badly. I didn't fear death, even though i knew she'd come if i closed my eyes for too long. I dont think i could feel fear at that time, i didnt have the strength to even feel anxious. blood loss does that to one's mind everything was serene, even while everybody shouted, while they were afraid to lose me, i was at peace. I feel its bad to romanticize such an experience, but that peace that ive never felt again, along with people afraid of losing me, does sound like heaven. I hope i dont have to lose so much blood again to feel at ease. but if i do, may it be in the snow
This playlist makes me think of one my core memories surrounding my final year on the school's rugby team. Practice was halfway done. We were freezing and drenched like stray dogs in a storm. We had a four minute break between drills, and I laid down on the abrasive astro-turf; looking up through water droplets - like a shitty kaleidoscope - at a vast sea of gray that suffocated the skies above. All that being said, playlist goes crazy, please continue making more. You have earned this subscription ten times over.
Reminds me of a friend I thought I had. Last year he was telling me his girl issues, like always. But a while after he said I’m not his responsibility, and I understand we didn’t have the familial kind of friendship I thought over the last 6 years. Being called someone’s best friend means nothing to me. I’m my experience just a badge of honour they give to the most convient person for them. I’d also like to bleed out in the snow but instead I lay there and cry. It’s quite nice
one day i will just stay still, unmoved by the weather, untouched by the sun rays and nature's arms, unloved by the ones i shared a smile with. just me, crimson covered pearly gates, and strangely cold white duvets which the clouds will wrap me with. tuck me in my death bed, make me bleed with red, i want to see my last breath moving towards the end.
"People suck. Society sucks. Life sucks. Most want to escape it all. But me? My plan is to outlast and outlive. I won't end it until all my enemies are long gone. I refuse to let the entity making me suffer have the last laugh. *That* trophy belongs to me, rightfully." - Shwappa J
Been feeling that since age 8, literally sang a poem to myself while walking my dog, I was sick and it was snowing, and I sang about my tragic death in the snow. Oh to be a child dreaming of a Victorian death
![Rohff - Ma nature [Clip Officiel]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/P5l5cvqJhZQ/mqdefault.jpg)
I had a ski incident were I cut myself around the knee. My friend went away to seek help and I was left alone. It was very peaceful to be laying down in the snow. I had no pain but the knee was slowly bleeding, red marks on the white snow, wind blowing around. Alone and peaceful. The wound was not life threatening.
This will remain engraved in my memory.
hell yeah
You and I have had very different experiences with ski injuries. I fucked up my lower back after a bad fall, and I spent the entire ~15 minutes it took for ski patrol to arrive using my full vocabulary of profanity to express just how unhappy I was.
Pro tip: Do not break 6 vertebrae. Even if the docs clear you to walk that same afternoon and confirm there’s no lasting damage, your spine will remind you every day that you’re bad at skiiing for the next 5 years (and counting).
Jealous!
That is true life lived.
@Dede_ ski safer next time..upper body always aiming down the hill. Don't be stupid. I get sick of rescuing clowns. Learn or go home. Stay there.
#SkiPatrol
@@jamesharding3459 Ouch…
The masculine urge to slowly bleed out into the snow and the feminine to drown in a river surrounded by flowers is one and the same
Both are strong.
It's a Yin/Yang dynamic.
my sister
Ophelia! (specifically that awesome painting by John Everett Millais).
Castro Meléndez, G. (2011). Pulsión de muerte: Nostalgia por la armonía perdida. *Wímb lu, 6*(1), 23-38. [NOTE: Abstract in English]
At some stage of death from hypothermia, you feel incredibly comfortable, as if you were in a warm bed. Do not give in to it.
But i wanna
I always thought that was your body giving up on trying to convince you to get warm and just make you comfortable with freezing.
@@Nerobyrneit's the body producing all the heat it can as a last ditch effort to save you
@@user-sh3ym8cq4b How I long for that peace
Lowkey dreaming of it.
Lowkey tho, I wanna live.
Finding comfort in loneliness is a good feeling, actually
It's how we come in, it's how we go out, may as well have a soundtrack to help along the way!
All I really want is to be alone
@ Be alone but not lonely, lonely eats a person up!
It’s comforting, but not happy.
I've never found comfort among the human race
It feels so unnatural to me
Never felt more seen .
I see you bleeding.. out of respect I will do nothing 🙏
I feel u brother .
Yep
🙏❤️
Yessir
My jaw hit the ground when I read that title. I didn't know others felt like that.
And that is one of the best feelings in the world…to know you’re not alone
@@Elmaddizzy being a man is weird, man
@@anduril7401 what was the previous title? I believe it has been changed
@@anduril7401 or worst
another one ruclips.net/video/UfqJnDGrBto/видео.html
This. To lay there in the cold with a soft cushion of snow underneath me, red slowly staining the blinding white. It is softly snowing. My eyelashes, my hair, my body is slowly getting covered by it. There is no pain, just numbness. I stare up at the sky, watching the snowflakes fall, mesmerized. I think of everything that could have been and now never will.
There is a deep sadness that makes my chest ache. I’ll never see my family again. Or my friends. Or those I care about. I won’t ever hear the sounds of my dog barking happily as I come home from a long day at work. I will never hear my mother’s voice or her laughter as we gather around as a family. I’ll never go home again.
But there is also relief. Relief that it is finally over. I just have to bear it just a bit longer and close my eyes, to let either the cold or the blood loss take me. It is quiet. The snow drowns out everything around me. I feel at peace despite the tears slipping from eyes and freezing to my skin before they reach my hair. I can no longer feel my toes or fingers, and it takes just a bit more effort to breathe but despite it all, I keep my eyes on the sky.
The snow covers me in her gentle embrace, and I sink into it.
that was beautiful
What a beautiful picture you painted in my head, and yet, so sad to. ❤❤❤
poetic
In reality: there is pain along with tremendous mental anguish and you'd be begging for a higher power to give you relief. It's so cute seeing kids who lay around in their jammies scrolling on the internet soaking in dopamine hit after dopamine hit thinking that the real world is like the animes they watch. Spoiler alert: it's not. If you so much as stubbed your toe on the way to the bathroom you'd curse the heavens. If you were bleeding out in the snow you'd feel so much worse than you can even imagine. It's the real world not a movie. Sorry kids.
@@joshcarlie5231 I think you missed the point
I'd love to drop everything I have to do one day and just, walk around my city at night during a snowstorm. No care in the world, no intent to return to that miserable life, just listening to the snow falling from the sky. The amount of peace I'd be at I feel would heal all the bs I've had to endure for years now.
But alas, I am trapped.
Edit: To those in the comments saying, "you aren't trapped." Or whatever, you're right. Literally speaking, I am not. However, everything requires money and that is a luxury I do not have right now. On the plus side of things, I did take some of your advice and am stacking away money each check to move to Alaska next year, wish me luck. I'm not backing down.
If you did do that, what would be the cost?
Seems like the benefit would be worth some sacrifice
If i were a god I'd stop time just for you to enjoy a moment (or whatever time you need) of peace in this excessively fast world
I know the feeling. College doesn’t seem worth it, and being so anxious about finding a career to work in for 40 years at least just to have something to define my life seems pointless. I don’t have a chance getting a wife or family since I’m a total sperg and a house is unattainable for most in my generation. I really just want to leave everything and travel, just drive around and see things. I luckily can do night walks or night drives time to time but my parents don’t enjoy me doing that.
Highly recommend. I've done this but on a bicycle late at night in the snow, much like this video. I feel like the city is mine. I can ride anywhere I want and it feels like true freedom. Seeing my tracks left behind in the fresh snow really emphasizes the aloneness and that there's no one out there to judge me, which is part of the freeing experience. I come to a stop once in a while and the solitude lets me focus on the peacefulness without distraction. I can live in the moment and observe the falling snow, the warm glow of the snow and clouds, the geese sleeping on the frozen lake, and just how beautiful the city really is when everything quiets down at night. Then, after a deep appreciation for what I observe around me, I ride off to where ever my bike takes me next. Everything looks different as the blanket of snow dampens the complexities of every surface, it's like exploring a whole new city all by myself.
I do the same thing on my motorcycle in the summer, just have to keep it mostly legal. But the motorcycle can take me to the outskirts of the city where I can watch the stars with less light pollution and observe the shimmering lights of the city at a distance. Lots of neat things to see and explore at night!
Doing these things is one of the most blissful experiences I can achieve, and when I get home all I can say is "Wow" then go to bed for a peaceful sleep.
The desire to leave your normal life behind and have the freedom to just wander around wherever you please . . .
When blood mixes with the snow, it creates a mist. Some natives believe that this is the soul escaping the body and I very much agree
Where did you hear about that? Sounds cool as hell 😮
@lopside_down Wayne's world!!! Great 80's movie
Who's tryin' to kill ya Mr. Donut Man?
@lopside_down Not if you've been stabbed in the heart
This reminds me of the snow white fairytale
The masculine urge to continue standing after suffering a lethal injury as if nothing happened before suddenly collapsing
The human body is so beautifully designed I could cry
"eh, Ill be alright"-some badass dude
@@fewpew5787 so real
@dumbcook42Oh Stars above no. We're designed horribly. By all means we are one probably the weakest animal species in terms of biology.
I mean look at the Achilles heel, the fact that even just the act of sneezing can be life threatening, the fact that being shot in the leg, despite being no where near vital organs can be fatal, the fact that our bodies are one of the only animals completely lacking fur except for our hair (The few other animals with this aspect all being very vulnerable to climates).
I could name some more but then we'd be here longer.
@ damn dude
"Life is like a lonely road-long and exhausting, but every step brings you closer to something worth the journey."
- some depressed guy at 4 am
I’m a teenage girl but this. This is exactly how I feel. I want to sneak out of my house on a snowy cold winter night and wonder off into an empty park in a snowstorm. As I arrive to a liminal empty area surrounded by snow filled benches, dim and broken street lanterns, and lifeless trees, my wish is to collapse into the white abyss slowly rolling onto my back. The snow falling lightly tickling my face as I realize my wound bleeding out into the snow. The red contrasts into the snow and my hands and I continue to look up realizing I’m truly numb. I tell myself I’m not depressed, not suicidal, just honestly tired. The wound continues to fill a red puddle into the snow creating a mist but I can’t feel it. I’m too numb to even care. I think back to everyone that I love. My parents, my cats, my friends and as a tear rolls down my cheek, I smile to the sadness and fly off to a peaceful world.
Not a teenager anymore. But been there and I can tell you one thing, life always get better. You described that event with so much details, now try to do the same thing about a memory you would like to create yourself or with someone. It doesn't have to be any crazy memory, it could be going for a walk to a nature, finding nice looking place where you feel good, grabing some sticks and making a small campfire. Take a moment to appreciate nature, crickling of a fire and on top off that sing, even quietly your favourite song. Remember, life always get better, just have to look for opportunities to make it better or appreciate it more. Have a nice day and keep strong.
Also, if you're not careful, eventually you'll get jealous of other people's success, and when it's all you think of, you won't feel like trying because everything you do and experience is warped or ignored to fit that narrative of helplessness, and the cycle repeats.
Fellow Sister I get the same way very often, sometimes the snow can make you feel that way. I tend to lay in the snow and just... Cry. I think of all the times when life was nothing but joy. Now I don't know if that's something I can withhold but I'll be killed before I won't try, life isn't a straight path but something that zigzags all over the place but I know, someday we'll reach our destination. May we reach it together.
Love- Fellow Sister in The Silence of The Snow
I've been following nobody for a couple years now, and in the strangest way, though I know nothing about them as a person (except that they're a really good painter), I am so thankful they exist and make such incredible playlists. They are one of the few channels that is always consistent and cohesive; you can tell they have a very specific feeling they want us to feel, and so often the beauty is in the subtlety of the art and music. I'm an english major and write all the time, and without fail everytime I end up listening to one of these videos and creating something beautiful. Thank you nobody, honestly you've created such a well-meaning, genuine community through your videos, I always love reading the comments and the poems people come up with. You're lovely ♥
Yes the urge to slowly bleed out on unblemished snow is strong. Seeing your own blood as you lie there slowly get bigger and bigger in the cold of the snow, not having to worry about anything anymore, no more deadlines, no more work, no more school, no more anything, just lying there and being enveloped by what seems so serene.
The reality is that the serene doesn't last as long as you think it will and by that point you will realize it's too late to go back, so then as you breathe your last you wish that you bore life a little longer...
Thanks for a great playlist nobody
got buried under the snow last week, went pretty deep but luckily i could breath, i stayed two hours under there before getting rescued, these two hours felt like a dream and this playlist is exactly how i felt back then.
This looks like a nice place to lay in the snow and feel the life slowly flow out of you.
Nah, I pictured this song as if it was a desolate land besides snow, silently passing away, nobody knowing I was gone nor ever here
This is going to be weird to say, but I’ve grown alongside your playlists in the last few years. I was in a very dark place back in 2020-2023, but I’ve since broke out of it and gotten back to a semi-normal life. I’m still behind though, feels like time was just frozen for those years and I’m trying to figure out my place in the world again. But your playlists make me think back on those days, and how lucky I am to have come out as a better person. Thank you, nobody.
I'm glad you got out of it in general. Not everyone does
I feel like there needs to be a word for the act of taking a single intensely emotional moment from a movie or book and stretching it out to just savor it.
@@jacksquatt6082 Luxuriating is probably the word you look for. Or reveling.
I used to live in an old forest surrounded by farm lands out in the sticks of northern Illinois, and this would, in fact, be heavenly, especially if it was below freezing. Whenever I was a little kid, I would lay on the ice in my parent's driveway when it was below freezing, and I tell you what: when the wind is still, there's nothing like that silence. It's so peaceful, nothing like I've ever experienced before. I always love it when it's below freezing.
@@theswishest5908 indeed I had beautiful memories of Illinois
reminds me of sitting on the porch at 3 - 4 am watching it snow. It was one of the most beautiful and surreal nights of my insomnia plagued childhood. 😂 ❤
when the word "the masculine urge to slowly bleed out in the snow" pops up on my homepage i genuinely backflips to alaska in under 5 second because that is unbelieveably accurate
Never felt more concerned for myself that this feels right
This truly hits different. I’m a social outcast; never fitting in anywhere. I’m always alone, with no hopes of finding a real friend, and I’ll definitely never find love either. My “friends” don’t even care, they just say hi and maybe do some small talk, but then throw me away when they see the friends they actually do care about.
It hurts, but I’m slowly learning to accept the pain. Maybe I am just a weirdo. Maybe I am meant to be like this. Hopefully… in the next life, things will be different…
well... i'm a wierdo too! dont have much friends and kinda aroace :33
if you need someone weird, i could be your friend!
I will also be your friend brother! I was a social outcast for most of my life and experienced what a lifetime worth of suffering in a decade and a half, but I never gave up hope even when I lost everyone. Now I have friends that care about me and a girlfriend (soon to be wife)who was an outcast until we met each other. It will happen for you brother I don’t know you but you are loved I promise you that. Remember to love yourself and the rest will come with that determination. I love you and will be your friend in brotherhood stay safe and most importantly… live well🤟
@@rickyclark7013 Thank you so much for sharing your story and for cheering me up. I’m grateful for your kindness🙏. I do hope things will be better in the future.
There's no next life
Same bro i have handfull of friends but they dont care about me i am just a nobody to them
The music be rooting itself into my soul
This guy knows what's up
“It’s better to burn out than to fade away”
Not sure
There's beauty in the fading
Ride the cyclone refrence?
@@jcrocky back to jungling that aghs lina
NOEL GRUBER 🔥
Whenever I feel super depressed and at the end of my rope, for some reason I always come back to Max Payne on the PS2. This perfectly captures the feeling of playing through it on a mattress in your dark, sad room
When i was 17 my gf at the time had a quarrel at the time, i wanted to see her badly to resolve this quitely. It feels very distant through a phone. It was very late, public transport to the small city down the valley didn't run anymore. I was resolved to walk the 15km through the woods down the valley. There was roughly 15 cm of snow. Once i reached the boundaries of the woods while texting. I realized i wasn't prepared and i wasn't as brave as i thought I'd be. I did not have a flashlight with me nor did i know the exact paths. Anxiety was creeping into me as i looked into the seemingly endless darkness looming down the trees. I gave up. I got very emotional started crying, layed down in the cold snow. Strangely enough after a while it was very calming to just lay there, cold.
While it isn't anything amazing but just a stupid story now, it taught me well. I'm not scared of the dark anymore and I'm more prepared. This also reminds me of one time i collapsed and felt my body become colder, losing the sense of the control we usually feel. It was kinda scary but it felt also very chill. It feels more like a distant dream now. But I'm certain dying feels somewhat similar, probably.
The title of the video also reminds of this brutal scene in a manga I've read freesia (i kinda liked it despite it sucking, interesting artstyle). I guess it's not uncommon to see depictions of death in the snow in media. It's definitely looks way more dramatic than the nature of the cold, doesn't it ?
Cheers
What I wouldn't give to be on the ground, bleeding from the center of my head as I looked up at the sky, snow falling and laying out on and around me. Perfect and unbroken, smooth as the sun setting in the west, the only evidence of anything for concern being a light crimson spreading through the snow like a childhood memory of sweet red syrup giving taste to a flavorless mush of ice. To know that the last moments of my life are not wasted alone inside, cut off from the world, but kindly preserved in winter's cold yet warm embrace, able to bare witness to and truly connect with the serenity of the quiet icy cold so many are blind to.....
Or something like that. I danno I just like the cold.
Beautiful
Many would find this more peaceful than the few people you actually know all worrying about you for naught.
and these too shall be lost in time
Like tears, in the rain.
I just revisited that movie, nice one.
i've had this background image saved in my camera roll for awhile now - forgot all about it & was shocked to find it here, so i clicked on this video thinking it was a sign & immediately fell to my knees as my body surged with the loneliness that i've been holding on to for quite some time now.
5 minutes in and i'm slowly realizing that what i'm feeling may not be normal......
(there is no snow to bleed out in but the bathroom floor will do just fine)
You alive there? I really hope you are... Not because I want you to keep suffering. But because I want you to feel at peace and enjoy the life. I want you to compensate for all your struggles and suffering. That may be a platonic love for humans... An egoistic wish... But I still care. I wish I could care for everyone personally. If I were a god I'd never let people suffer so much
@@Y-LAT thanks man. seriously, it means a lot, even though i'm too much of a coward to do anything haha. i've just been feeling exeptionally lonely and drained as of late, and it's not helping that whenever i try to do something about it, i just get stuck. but really, thank you for your concern. i wish you the best as well
@starsailor_ I hope you're holding up and that you'll get to have joyful moments.
Right there with you, got overwhelmed by fear of loneliness / a wave of hopelessness just recently when I keep that "buried" most of the time. I'm saying this bc personally, in such moments, I tend to feel like everyone else is living a carefree life which makes the feeling worse. So remember, you're not alone.
I think you're doing a great job, even though I don't know you.
@@cupcaketv5673 thank you!!! glad to know i'm not TOTALLY alone :D hope ur doing well also!!
@starsailor_ Thanks, very sweet of you ☺️
I mean not a guy here but when I had really bad days I'd go out into fields behind the village and just lay down in the snow for a while... Makes you forget all your troubles for a while
you are important, Nobody. doesn't matter if you never upload another video again, you are important and good. Thank you for being here.
"Before long, the chill of the snow slowly changed warm and soft, just like a flower bed on a spring day. 'Oh, my body temperature is falling.' Curiously, yet calmly, that's what came to my mind as I lost my grip on consciousness."
Nobody The Goat
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Also happy valentines
as the blood mixes with the snow its color red and vibrant with the pale white backdrop makes it you feel some way its hard to describe maybe its just so vibrant that it overloads the senses but it makes us fell as though there is color in the world and you too if you see and endure through such painstaking journeys, surely there will be some color you will find in the world, that you think is dull and grey.
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO DO THISS, amazing as usual
Ah. To stare blankly into the starless night as I hear people from aways while being in a cold cushion feeling no pain, but peace.
Absolute bliss
The philosophic urge to accept ones mortality.
It's an itch, and one we can never scratch
@@silverblue73 cause once we do, we can’t ponder on what it really meant, from experience…
This is my male fantasy too. Dying alone, cold, bleeding out, thinking of the family i left behind, the people who will mourn for me.
Your fight is over. It is time to rest brother.
The villain is dead, your loved ones have escaped to safety....time to rest.
One time, I was at my uncle and aunts cabin with my nephew and we were playing on the roof of the cabin (don’t ask) and I slipped and fell onto a sheet of metal which had completely sliced the side of my abdomen. My uncle and aunt were at the store so my nephew had to call them. I was there on the ground for about 20 minutes but I’ve never felt more at peace than laying in the snow, bleeding. Of course, it was painful but also relaxing.
Making snow red is all i want in life
"I leant upon a coppice gate when Frost was specter-grey, and winter's dregs made desolate the weakening eye of day. The tangled bine-stems scored the sky like strings of broken lyres, and all mankind that haunted nigh had sought their household fires." - The Darkling Thrush, Thomas Hardy
Ah yes, perfect to listen during period cramps.
Real lmao
😂
LOL
perfect to listen when the poop wont come out
@Dazai_OsamuIrl BSD FAN!! 1
this has only existed for a week and ive already listened to the whole thing 3 times
This is a masculine urge? I thought almost everyone felt this way. In comforting solace as the end finally approaches, long awaited, and you feel peace at last.
@@firstnamelastname7990 typically male, although not exclusively. The idea of bleeding out in the snow implies some form of struggle was there and now there is a long awaited peace approaching after you've been grievously injured, ideally from protecting the ones you care about.
I absolutely love lying in the snow. It used to be to escape the inside of my parents house. I remember lying out there for hours comforted by the soft snow that fell around me and tucked me into its cold yet comforting blanket. I always felt at peace because no one was there to judge me, no way to get in trouble, and I could simply be and know i was safe. Im now going to be 27 and i still from time to time go out and curl up in the snow. Not to escape anymore or because i dont feel safe (thanks to a wonderful wife and awesome roomates) but now just for confort. I now do it for the sole purpose of relaxing and loving the cold.
"Ah shit, they got me. Guess this is it"
As a woman in the middle of her period, yes I am bleeding in the snow.
I am too, so feeling this (in pain and bleeding)
Go to the drug store or something maybe
I’m in the same club 😂😭❤️
blood 🤝
Fun fact: a woman's testosterone levels are the highest when she's on her period. Therefore it is indeed masculine to bleed out in the snow 🗿
I miss how the world felt magical as a kid. Now it feels so empty
It went from joy in and of experiences to necessity of haste and rushing imo. I hate it
This title reminds me of a poem I wrote last week, so I’ll post it here cus why not
a solemn melody lingers throughout a bitter breeze
the valley is open, it is free.
the hills so far
tucked away in fog
a faint twinkle of distant cars
within my mind plays echos of a song
harsh cold winds
a dead tree stands tall
the world is an open lens
the snow quietly falls
land surrounds you everywhere
the world is not fair
resting within dim lit snow
it’s hard to let go
mistakes and lies
the people are flies and mice
so pestering, so disturbing
i sit away, lonely
wanting connection, but the mice betray me
so I sit alone
only with my phone
within this snow
sinking low, so low
tears melt the crystals below
cold wind bites my skin
as my mind decays within
not like flies or mice
but I am of my own device
cannot fit within the noisy crowd
the squeaking and buzzing so loud
my blood reveals
skin with a broken seal
just wanting to feel
something real
the snow falling so slow
starting to bury me whole
frost bites
but away from the noisy flies
and pestering mice
dark red hues sink into the pure white
slowly draining, losing light
the melody still playing within my mind
on this dark cold night
i close my eyes tight
hoping for the pain to numb
the flies think I’m stupid, I’m dumb
if only they knew the pain of one
who has no sun
but only sinks into the dark red snow
nowhere to go
the mice cannot help
they try, but do not understand
the flies are no help
they won’t try to understand
i am left on my own, not a mouse or flies
so I close my eyes
and hope for a better day
the solemn melody slowly fades,
but not the bitter breeze
this valley is such a wonderful place to be.
This is good bro keep writing even if it's just for fun 👍
This poem made me imagine the entire situation man i love this poem keep up the great poetry.
ONESHOT PFP BASED
also cool poem dude
@ thanks, and thanks!
Thank you Niko OneShot. 'Twas a good poem.
Perfect timing 4 this! Snowed/frozen in.....no where 2 go, no one 2 c, nothing 2 do.....lovely. Thanx, once again, "nobody".
The image of that sanguine stain spreading slowly but inexorably out on the pure white ice cold as you look up into the night sky and see, and you finally really see all the glory.
"why did we click this thing"
"Because we were lonely and we knew others would click that thing."
For all of you that are lonely, I am praying for you. I am lonely too. Back to back we will make it through. That is my prayer. Yaweh please help us.
What is it to be lonely? It doesn’t go away when I’m around people, even people I love. So what is lonely?
@@GB2G Lonliness is being in a crowded room and feeling alone. I know God is there, I wish He would bring someone into my life. For those who are also struggling, then for you too I pray that.
I cannot say how I feel about something or try to explain feelings I have for someone because at the end of it always makes me more lonely. Wish anyone who can relate to this in anyway they dont have to go through it as badly.
Thank you I just had a much needed cry session to this ❤ wish you well
The masculine urge to walk in the snow at night and contemplate life’s mysteries.
This oddly specific title resonates with so many of us.
That is the most hyper specific scenario that actually seems cool
Might have to do with the Blade Runner 2049 ending, idk
i think its from a tumblr post with the same background image and caption/title
The cold, is the only thing that ever embraced me.
We already are in our own way. But so far every time, the bleeding stops and the sun rises, and I am thankful for it in hindsight because I often wonder if it was worth bleeding out for. I think we all have this urge but it must be for the right thing, something worth bleeding out for. A hard fought battle worth fighting. You have to pay attention to yourself, your thoughts and feelings, and the pay attention to the world, where does it all point to, because personally I believe in my heart that it all points to something, we all feel it in our hearts but we call it different things and it seems so elusive and many of us have given up. However, I believe there is an answer to this riddle we are all seeking the answer for. Some people will not agree with that, choosing to believe that its all subjective, but I do not believe that.
The pain never fades, instead it turns blunt, not as excruciating as it was before. Sometimes you may even forget about it for a moment. But the scars will stay no matter what.
I loved her. I tried to give her everything I could. I moved 3000km just for her. I skipped some of my work days to spend time with her so she wouldn't feel lonely. I showed her the world can be an enjoyable place. I made her forget about the suicide. As her confidence has grew enough she finally decided to cheat on me and break up without listening even a word from me.
I tried to be as close to perfection as I could. Not a perfect toy, but a perfect man. It never was enough... I... was never enough
You are enough and pls make sure to take care of yourself your family still love you and you can talk to them if things get a little to much to handle its ok to take a break, its ok to be sad and cry its ok to be sad but you need to think about how your depreciating yourself from what i have read you were a great guy to he and you most probably still are good guy . Don't get that get in your way life might kick you down but you have to be the one to get back up and might treat you like an arrow and pull you back but it will propel you forward soon don't give up hope . Stay strong.
Sorry to hear that. Feel sadness in your words. Im proud of you no matter the ending.
Never! EVER! Say that you are not enough in situations like that. I've never had a relationship, but I feel your pain. It's always something outside of our control. I think if I were you, I would feel much worse. I am probably weaker than you. Anyway, you need to keep going, man.
my cold playlist slowly grows
damn i wish i made one
this is so specific and alien, yet it's pretty easy to understand
Pretty sure the title is from a tumblr repost of a tweet with the image in the video, and the initial tweet said something along the lines of "silence hits there really different". Science side of tumblr proceeded to explain that it *is* different because of how the snow reflects sound, while the rest agreed that bleeding out there would be *really* nice.
I remember when I was doing an internship and wasn't really taking care of myself, so I skipped breakfast as usual, ran to the bus stop, and when the bus came, I collapsed and fell onto the snow due to malnutrition. It wasn't cold or anything, but I was very much exhausted. Maybe some five minutes later, I managed to get back up and walked home, then sent a message that I was unable to come to work that day.
Beautiful playlist, nobody.
I think we should all at least settle for just lying in the snow at first, the quiet of the snow drifts are something so comforting. I’ve only been snowboarding twice and snowboarding at night all alone is really something I hope everyone gets to experience. It’s so quiet and when you fall into the snow it’s as if you’ve fallen into the coldest most restful blanket of silence.
❤
I like how some comments are
Girls:"N-nuh uh we females can have this feeling too!! not just you!"
While the boys: Ahh peace at last...
"It was the coldest I had ever been, yet it was like slipping into a warm bath. Embraced by what may very well have been the water I was once composed of at one time. As my life's blood stained the world's purest canvas, my life burned a hole into it behind my eyes. I was no longer frightened, I was no longer worried. I finally knew what it meant to just...BE."
I have been absolutely hoping you’d drop something like this. You never disappoint my guy
Once I realised I will have to walk alone, i prepared. Friendships distanced themselves away from me, I moved far. Here I am today, feeling at peace with the world, when I am alone.
I came here after listening to your "surviving the coldest night ever" playlist, appropriately enough.
The scene is so perfectly symmetrical
We want to bleed out in the snow because the blood is red and the snow is white, so other people can finally notice it. They can see our pain, as the music of the comfort from a higher place reaches our souls. They've noticed our pain and realize that it's already too late. And because the snow is cold, and our blood is hot with the pressure of pent-up energy that has gone to waste so far. The cold of the snow is comfortable against our steaming blood, bringing a confirmation that our wasted energy at least creates ambient little trails of smoke that rise in the direction of the music.
Never in my life have I thought I’d feel a strong sense of peace after watching this ❄️❤
There's also the snow-nap option. Fantastic visual and sound as always.
He made the iconic tweet a playlist, what a guy.
I think an important thing in having a great ambient playlist is the opening song has to start strong and boy did it ever.
This reminds me of Detroit become human
The scene where Connor and Hank have a conversation in the evening at a park
As a women I heavily relate to this
Snowy nights are the most quiet times in urban hell holes
"Every bird, gone unheard
Starving where the ground has froze
The winter sunrise, red on white
Like blood upon the snow
Like blood upon the snow"
Hozier, Blood Upon the Snow, one of the God of War games
It's not just a masculine urge🥺
I think we should also have " The primordial urge to sink into the cold ocean as the salt draws out blood and drowns us"
Because fun fact drowning in freshwater and saltwater is very different. Freshwater dilutes your blood with depriving you of oxygen and Saltwater makes it so you drown in your own fluids aka blood. Hope this brightened up your day. Love your videos.
@@slaanesh9996 I both knew this, and was curious about it.. but actually seeing it written out settled something in me. I don’t know what, really, but I feel satisfied for the first time in ages.
@Heirrogance you is kinda freaky
@@slaanesh9996 indubitably, friend
@@Heirrogance Good stay that way 😩
@ I’m trying! 🫡
Looks like someone watched 2049 again. Thanks for the nice playlist once more.
So glad channels like this still exist. RUclips will not stop trying to recommend me AI garbage 😭
You watches them so youtube spam Ai to you
A good song from small artist but no view, no like and no cmt. I guess you never hear it
"snow?...it's been so long to see the innocence again.
when things were so...peaceful. building snow man, making snow angels, sledging including snow ball fight. so cold you would have that warm chocolate drink
it never goes away that feeling."
(Each snow drop starts slowing down, reaching into the pocket of his jacket to retrieve a photo of his friends and family of long ago)
"I've hurt so many people back then... wanted to take that all back....if only to go back and tell them how sorry I was....how... sorry.....to take...it all.....back.
once, a long time ago, i was bleeding out from a small wound on my head, till this day i dont know how serious it was, but my body was completely covered in blood.
people kept trying to keep me awake, and i kept dozing off, saying i was just resting my eyes
The wound hurt, but not so badly. I didn't fear death, even though i knew she'd come if i closed my eyes for too long.
I dont think i could feel fear at that time, i didnt have the strength to even feel anxious. blood loss does that to one's mind
everything was serene, even while everybody shouted, while they were afraid to lose me, i was at peace.
I feel its bad to romanticize such an experience, but that peace that ive never felt again, along with people afraid of losing me, does sound like heaven.
I hope i dont have to lose so much blood again to feel at ease.
but if i do, may it be in the snow
The title is so real.
This playlist makes me think of one my core memories surrounding my final year on the school's rugby team. Practice was halfway done. We were freezing and drenched like stray dogs in a storm. We had a four minute break between drills, and I laid down on the abrasive astro-turf; looking up through water droplets - like a shitty kaleidoscope - at a vast sea of gray that suffocated the skies above.
All that being said, playlist goes crazy, please continue making more. You have earned this subscription ten times over.
february's just been a pressure cooker of a month for everyone huh
Reminds me of a friend I thought I had. Last year he was telling me his girl issues, like always. But a while after he said I’m not his responsibility, and I understand we didn’t have the familial kind of friendship I thought over the last 6 years. Being called someone’s best friend means nothing to me. I’m my experience just a badge of honour they give to the most convient person for them. I’d also like to bleed out in the snow but instead I lay there and cry. It’s quite nice
It snowed where I live recently and I had this exact thought
one day i will just stay still, unmoved by the weather, untouched by the sun rays and nature's arms, unloved by the ones i shared a smile with. just me, crimson covered pearly gates, and strangely cold white duvets which the clouds will wrap me with. tuck me in my death bed, make me bleed with red, i want to see my last breath moving towards the end.
"People suck. Society sucks. Life sucks. Most want to escape it all. But me? My plan is to outlast and outlive. I won't end it until all my enemies are long gone. I refuse to let the entity making me suffer have the last laugh. *That* trophy belongs to me, rightfully."
- Shwappa J
I like it, picasso
I wish I could tell people about this amazing feeling without thinking something’s wrong with me
Thank you Nobody for this perfect playlist🙏🏻
Been feeling that since age 8, literally sang a poem to myself while walking my dog, I was sick and it was snowing, and I sang about my tragic death in the snow. Oh to be a child dreaming of a Victorian death
Expected a film essay, got a beautiful soundscape to work in.
HA! Exact same reason i clicked on the vid